Panda's log #1

So, this is my first log. Bit crazy mad I know. But basically, I will just give an update on life events and my opinions on said events. So here we go.

Well, first of all, it was my birthday!!! YAYYYYY!!! So much fun times. I had really good fun!! And I am going out tomorrow. fun fun fun fun fun fun.

I realised that I want to get a diary, and stick my polaroids in there and write all my thoughts down because sometimes it's hard to make a page to write them because I am tired. Yawning and sleepy. That is me sometimes. So tomorrow I will get one of those. I could go on spacehey but like omds. Like ynow its jsut like, sometimes like oh my goodness gracious me. YEAH!! So yeah. A diary and also I need a pencil case because mine is fighting for its life. But it is hard for me to let go of things :(

OMDS do you want to know something the other day I turned on my laptop and all the keys werent typing what they were supposed to. Does that make sense??? Because, normally the keys are qwerty, like normal but for some reason the q was an a?? That is so very wierd to me.

I started to limit my time on Tiktok to an hour and 30 minutes. Because like, attention spans are really important for when i get to uni so if I fix it now, I should be ok. I don't know if there is a God, but I don't think he would want social media to rule our lives, and phones are made and distibuted by the government. Does that make them weapons in the government's war on freedom??? Well, I am not some big brain girlie, so I have no clue. What I do know is that social media was a mistake. But we all make mistakes and that's okay. It's part of being humans I think.

I think that capitalism has rotted people's brains. I don't know why but it feels as though most people are unwilling to sacrifice even the smallest things. IDK makybe it's just me but I feel as though there is a certain idk audacity or like arrogance within western society where comitting to a cause or helping a cause is seen as somethiong negative instead of positive?? And it has been that way for such a long time. In psycholgy, we learn about social cryptomnesia, which is when people forget how social change came about, so when people say things like boycotting doesn't work I get rrally confused because did you not learn about the Montgomery Bus Boycotts during the American Civil Rights movement?? Do you not know that people stopped using the buses for MONTHS to protest agaist segregation?? Do you not know that they ACHIEVED their goal and stayed strong even though most people didnt own cars?? Instead they worked together and carpooled and walked and they ended up ending segregation on buses. Like do you not know that. But I digress.

Also Also, I have a 17 day streak on uplearn which is a website where you revise. Honestly, I do not know what is wrong with it yeah because let me tell you smth.

I had a ten day streak first and then they STOLE it off me, so then I had a 5 day streak, and NOW it is a 17 day streak. Which is so wow omds no way.

Also Also Also, do you know Duolingo? Well, I started learning Brazillian Portugese during the 2022 World Cup because I thought Neymar was leng, but now I don't even like him because he is not a good guy unfortunately. But I now have a 360 day streak on Duolingo!!! YAY ME!!! i would have had a perfect year but I missed one day in July and it haunts my dreams nad makes me have nightmares. That reminds me I have to write my anti-bird manifesto soon.

Also, still on the fence about forensic or clinical psychology. I do NOT like the government though. Stay tuned for reading list or WHATEVAH

Lol why did I say that. Also I cannot wait to get a sewing machine and maybe I will even learn how to make CLOTHESSSSSSS

That's all I have to say right now. End of log ig. Baiii